Your Mother-s Son -2023- Apr 2026

Last spring, she handed you an old photograph: him at twenty-five, leaning against a car that no longer exists, smiling in a way that you now catch yourself smiling when no one’s watching. “You have his hands,” she said quietly. Not an accusation. Not a compliment. Just a fact, heavy as a stone dropped in still water.

You are not him. You know this. You haven’t run. You haven’t raised your voice in anger—not like that. You show up. You call her every Sunday. You are trying.

It’s in the way you leave your socks on the floor, the same exact spot he did. The way you grumble at the news. The way you drive with one hand on the wheel and stare too long at the horizon. Last week, your mother laughed at something you said, then stopped. Her eyes went distant. “Oh,” she breathed. Not a word. A door opening on a room she thought she’d locked. Your Mother-s Son -2023-

You don’t realize you’re becoming him until the moment you already are.

But 2023 is teaching you that blood doesn’t negotiate. Last spring, she handed you an old photograph:

You used to swear you’d be nothing like him. The slammed doors. The silence that filled a room like smoke. The way he loved her—fierce, then fractured, then not at all. You built yourself in opposition: softer, louder with your feelings, quicker to say I’m sorry . You thought love was a choice you could make differently.

She noticed it first, of course. Your mother. Not a compliment

That’s the part he never understood. That’s the part you’re only now learning to hold.

And she stays anyway.

In 2023, the mirrors have sharp edges. You stand in front of one, razor in hand, and for a split second—just a flicker—you see his jawline under yours. The same tired crease between the brows. The way you hold your coffee mug, thumb hooked over the rim like a man waiting for bad news.