Leo found himself frozen. He wasn’t staring at the teen, but at Samira. There was a serenity to her, a groundedness that the rest of the festival’s frantic joy lacked. She caught his eye and smiled. It was a smile that had seen things. It wasn’t naive.
Later, as the sun began to dip behind the West Hills, Leo found himself at a small stage in the corner of the festival. An open mic. A young non-binary poet was reading a piece about bathrooms and hallways and the terror of a closed door. A trans man with a guitar sang a folk song about binding his chest with ace bandages in a dorm room at midnight. And then a group of older trans women, Samira among them, took the stage.
“You too?” he asked.
He wandered for an hour, clutching a free bottle of water, feeling both entirely alone and completely surrounded. He stopped at a booth selling handmade pronoun pins and bought a he/him in brushed silver. Then he saw her.
“Good,” she said. “Now eat. You’re skin and bones.”
“You look lost, young man,” she said. The young man hit him like a warm blanket.