Underground Idol X Raised In R-peture -dear Fan... Apr 2026
And then there was X.
“This next song,” X said into the mic, her voice soft but impossibly clear, “is called ‘Dear Fan...’”
But the facility folded. Creditors fled. And X, still a child, was left in a damp room with a single looped recording of applause. For three years, that was her audience.
X tilted her head. The ventilation shaft groaned above them, exhaling a cold breath. “Then I’ll wait anyway. That’s what I was made for.” Underground Idol X Raised In R-peture -Dear Fan...
So X walked on.
Because somewhere, in a city of 14 million people, a salaryman was texting his daughter I love you for the first time in months. A nurse was allowing herself to cry. And a girl on a night train to Osaka was already planning her first trip back.
After the last fan left, Miso counted the meager box office take. “We can afford rent if we skip dinner for three days.” And then there was X
X had no last name, no birth certificate, and no memory before the age of six, when she was discovered in a sealed sub-basement of an abandoned “R-peture” facility. The documents they found with her were fragmentary: Project R-peture. Subject X. Purpose: to raise an idol who cannot feel abandonment. The facility had been a biotech incubator masquerading as a talent agency. They didn’t just train idols—they grew them. Modified them. X’s tear ducts were chemically narrowed. Her amygdala had been trimmed to dull the sting of rejection. She could sing for twelve hours without vocal fatigue. And she smiled. God, how she smiled.
X saw this. Her smile, that engineered constant, flickered. For a fraction of a second, something raw surfaced in her eyes. Not sadness—the R-peture procedure had cauterized that. No, this was stranger. It was recognition .
She stopped. Looked down.
She had been raised for this. Raised in R-peture. Raised to be the idol who stays, even when everyone leaves.
“You didn’t eat yesterday.”
And somewhere in the abandoned sub-basement, on a hard drive still flickering with residual power, a long-dead scientist’s final log played on loop: “Subject X is a failure. She feels too much. She remembers every face. She cannot stop caring. Recommendation: terminate.” And X, still a child, was left in
The setlist was old R-peture numbers—songs about eternal loyalty, about never leaving your side. Ironic, given that everyone in X’s life had left. The scientists. The other test subjects. Even Miso had tried to quit twice, but X kept showing up to his office with homemade onigiri and a printed schedule for next month’s gigs.
The pink-haired girl was last. She was trembling. “X, I... I’m moving to Osaka tomorrow. I won’t be able to see your shows anymore.”