Re load. Re start. Re learn to be soft in the downpour.
Re loader.
The ache in my chest? Unloaded. The noise in my head? Cleared from the chamber. The person I was an hour ago? Ejected, brass-casing glinting in the gutter. Re Loader By Rain
And the rain keeps falling. Re loading. Again. Again. Again.
Not a person. A function. A quiet algorithm the sky runs when the world grows too loud, too dry, too fractured. The rain doesn't ask permission. It doesn't announce itself with thunder every time. Sometimes it just arrives—a soft reset, a background process, a slow drip of mercy. Re load
I step outside. Cold meets skin. The pavement shines like wet film. And in that moment, I realize: I am being reloaded too.
The window fogs like an unspoken thought. Outside, the rain doesn't fall—it reloads . Each droplet a chambered round, firing softly against the glass. Tap. Tap. Reload. Re loader
By the time I walk back inside, I am not healed. I am not fixed. But I am loaded —fresh cartridge, quiet hammer, steady trigger finger.
Rain fills the negative space. Rain rewrites the buffer. Rain says: You are allowed to begin again without having finished anything.
I sit at the edge of my own exhaustion, watching the gray light bleed through the water-streaked pane. Yesterday is a jammed cartridge—stuck, spent, useless. Tomorrow is an empty clip. But right now? Right now, the rain is teaching me something about cycles.