Monster Girl Dreams Diminuendo Now

The dream always starts the same way: a sound like a cello being drawn across the ocean floor.

She wakes up.

She walks through a moonlit forest where the trees have lungs. Each step cracks the earth in a pattern that looks like a language. A river rises to meet her ankles, then her knees, and the water is warm and full of bioluminescent fish that sing her name in a key only she can hear. She opens her mouth—really opens it, hinges unhinging, jaw unhinging—and a sound comes out that is not a scream but a release. Everything she swallowed. Every tone it down , every you’re too much , every sideways glance on a subway car. monster girl dreams diminuendo

But the sound of a cello, drawn across the ocean floor, fades so slowly she cannot tell when it stops. end. The dream always starts the same way: a

But in the dreams, she unfolded.