Further in, the room opens up. This is the Joy Wing .
Because the most terrifying and beautiful thing I’ve learned is this: you don’t have to live in someone else’s museum anymore. You get to be the artist. You get to be the curator. You get to decide what hangs on the walls. gallery gay blog
Even a door.
Now, I think of it as a gallery.
At the very back of the gallery, in a small, softly lit room, is the piece I’m still working on. It’s called The Future . There’s no image yet. Just a blank, primed canvas. Sometimes I stare at it for hours. Some days I want to paint a marriage license. Some days, a photograph of a child with my eyes and his smile. Other days, just a door—open, with light pouring through. Further in, the room opens up
The first piece is called First Touch . It’s not a photograph. It’s the ghost of a feeling—the electric shock of a hand on the small of my back at a bar. The way my spine turned to liquid mercury. The way I leaned in instead of running away. You can’t see it. You have to feel the warmth still radiating from the canvas. You get to be the artist
Come walk through my gallery. See the boy I was. Meet the man I’m becoming. Laugh at the glitter. Grieve the dark paintings. Stay a while in the quiet room where two mugs sit on a counter.